Friday, December 7, 2007

SABO-ed in WFL today!!!!

Hey, I was SABO-ed in WFL today!!!!
Haha, no la, actually cause I was sitting in b/w Pras and Sharynon, you see. And the speaker, Brandon Kang, asked for a volunteer to answer the 3 questions he stated. And ya, you know it, they volunteered me. Lol! And we haven't even start sharing...

So yeah, after laughing for a while, I was a little nervous and was thinking, "Huh? But I don't really know how to answer all the questions leh, then somemore 1 question--I'm not sure if that qn is correct," for like a mili-second and I just thought, "Aiya, just say la."

So, I just blabbered on for 2,3 mins... And it turned out much better than I thought and I wasn't as nervous as I thought I'd be also. :D

I sort of whined that they bullied me la. But they said they help me to grow in courage to speak publicly that sort of stuff. But really, I think God used them to really train me in that la, cause under no or little preparation, I would be even MORE nervous to share and talk to a big crowd. (much more, like eh 20ppl* 10 rows--conservative estimate) But it turned out better than I thought la, so HAHA!! Thank God man! :D Whew~~!!

I think that God really wants to grow me in the area in my people-shyness and nervousness.. Yup... Should pray about this ASAP!!!!

Oh yeah, another testimony!!!!
Cause actually I was doing QT, then I knew that I have to look through the FOS book to see what I've learned to do application for QT and I did.


So, when I went back to application for my QT, it struck me that I always am unsatisfied about my circumstances and question God a lot but I never really did ask God what's the issue, so I've never really solved my issues.
Because you see, because behind every struggle or circumstance there's an issue, like insecurity etc.

So, that was my application, to identify my issues, solve it and move on!! HAHA!

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