- Talk to Aloysious about my Dad randomly
Yeah! Asked Aloysious about the condition of his Dad and stuff and I somehow started sharing about my Dad's previous stay at CGH ang SGH and he listened! Well, a breakthrough for me cause we seldom talk!
- Talked to Michele(MiMi) about IRP and if she's sick etc.
Both MiMi and I were absent from school on Tues and I realised that she was coughing and asked her if she's sick and actually informed her that for this week's IRP there are no questions, just read through the Generic Qns. Also a breakthrough cause I seldom talk to MiMi too!
- Asked Dao Yang about HW
Didn't talk much with DY but at least talked with him a bit asking about HW, I'm concerned about the interaction b/w me and my classmates, not the conversation.
Oh! And he sniggered at me or something when I said, "Hi" to Mut(don't know how to spell). Don't understand why eh, then when I asked him "Funny meh? He's my friend's friend" (More of normal tone) then he said he's reading his book. Don't understand and felt my inconfidence rising but thank God I decided to be confident because God has even given me the authority to talk crap and do what is right in His eyes! OH YEAH! :D
- Chris passed me the handout on the day I was absent
I was taken aback and surprised that Chris passed me the IRP and MOB handout for the Tues lessons that I missed. Surprisingly, Emily was absent too and that's why she didn't sms or contact me if I was going to school on that day. If I'm not wrong, this is the 1st time Chris has collected anything for me when I'm absent(cause Emily is usually the one). But Thank God for him! :)
- A little bit more confident though started today or a few days before
In many things, especially relating to others, cause I'm very insecure. And of course, in evax too!
- Confirmed atlas stuff with Michelle...
Michelle said, "Thank You" to me when I called her and asked her about the updates on the atlases! Though it's not the 1st time, but really thank God for her patience and this opportunity to draw us closer together! Amen! :D
- Buy stationary
Ohs! I bought 2 black pens, a box of small metal pins(for ythe noticrnboard) and 3 fileS! :D The files are PRETTY!!! CHARMING~~! Got solid green, yellow and white in colour, very nice!! Hao XIN QI!!~~!好心情！~~！
24/01/08
- Did evax with MH-4 in total, 2 each(RESPONSIVE!)
Actually I only brought 6 surveys in total. A bit disappointed we didn't manage to use all lo. But thank God anyway that all 4 are quite responsivE! Lol! And one guy randomly waved to MH even when MH didn't know him! Mine are 2 from the same class, I sms-ed them but one never reply. :( But the other like very responsive and outgfoing!!! (Double smiles) ME and MH-- we agreed to update each other on the progress of our contacts every Tues b/w 8-10 pm. Really true--what Matthias said-- to decide to be on fire before our hearts catch fire for God! Ya! Thank God! :D
- Talked to Aloy, Emily
Forgot what I talked to Aloy about WAHAHA. Oh! About PE! But thank God for the opportunity! And Emily--today I briefly told her sometimes I felt left out and cannot "squeeze" in their 3- way conversation(Jenna, Aloy and Em). But I was quite surprised at her reaction when she encouraged me to try to "squeeze" into the conversation cause actually sometimes when Jen and Aloy talks, she also feels left out. I'm not alone!(SURPRISE SURPRISE!)
Thank God for that and her encouragement!
- Talked to Zhen Yang
Also minor stuff la. I was saying he chiong-ed for the PE trial 2.4km for guys(ZY was holding hid spects) cause Aloy said those whom didn't pass the 1st round had to run more rounds! Ya. Then ZY explained it's because his spects are loose. And later when I was talking across the table with Michelle, he asked, "Secret ar?" Then I said, "No la, secret where will talk across like that. It's regarding our geography atlas order thingy."
- Talked to Michele, Haiyu and Suhana
Today Em and I showered in our school shower cubicles. I was able to talk a lot with Haiyu and MiMi and exchange opinions with them. Especially Haiyu--I discovered that she's quite obsessed or rather, likes a lot of Disney stuff(Mulan Body Poqder, Winne the Pooh towel and Minnie Mouse pouch or sth)
Talked a bit with MiMi and Em about NS guys and other stuff. :D
- Was able not to 发脾气at Yi Xun
Today I was irritated by him again! Cause Chris was sitting in b/w me and Em and actually told Yi xun that because he moved about, Chris couldn't sleep(YX sat in front). And Yi xun said there's two shoulders for Chris to lean on(aka mine and Em's). Wah!! Irritated la!! Cause I got reminded of how he will push and touch me from behind when I slow down or walk sometimes when exercising! But thank God that I just ignored him and didn't say anything. Em didn't either. But I could tell I was more irritated.
- Called CGH-confirmed apptmt
Oh and I finally remembered to call CGH and check the appointement dates for my SkinCare and Sports Medicine. Yup. 25th and 28th Jan as well as 14th Feb. Haha. Ya.
- MH accompanied me--shared deep stuff
Shared really deep stuff with MH. Today when we were outreaching, we were more decisive and God sent people to us! And rain and lightning risk such that more people stayed in school!(cause b4 that, the school was ALMOST deserted) And I felt closer to MH too and we spurred each other on and also shared a lot about how to evax to contacts etc.!
- Today I finally called Ivan and asked him if the witchcraft stuff was real but actually it's cause my Grandma a bit hmm.. well.. mentally not so well. Sorry for seeming bad but I don't know how to put it. I was inconfident and didn't really know how to start the converstaion but prayed b4hand that God would help me bring the message across and have the coursge to talk about it not knowing how he or ppl in his or my household will react. After I hung up, I prayed for Grandma that God would help her emotionally and especially mentally and prayed that I would be able to see more ways and opporunities to help her.
CONFIDENCE AND COURAGE to sum up yesterday and today(mini measures but went a long LONG way, as seen above)
P.S. More than anything else, really thank God for my intentional efforts in talking with my classmates and other schoolmates and thank God for the opportunities as well!
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